I'm more sunshine than rainbows

First name

Michael

I Would Describe Myself As

I am tired of meaningless gay "dating" apps that really just depresses me. I want to have fun, and I want to have romantic memories with someone, I feel the time is approaching where change is needed in myself. Almost like a spiritual awakening. I don't have a lot of friends I guess that's a double edged sword. It could be looked at as if I am a difficult person to like,or it could be that I no longer have the tolerance to have unnecessary people in my life who only have no purpose. I don't have a college education, it just never worked out for me, I am thinking about starting my own business. I am getting myself back into shape, I got ill and had to stop, but I really feel like I can do this for myself. I love rock music the most, more of classic rock music than newer. I love cars, more of classic American cars, I love old black and white TV. Dogs are my weakness. Cats I love too but they don't abide by the rules. I have been told that I am a motherly person, and that I invade people's time too much. I don't know what to think about that, I just think that if you are truly interested in someone, you want to let it be known. When dating someone I have been told I go overboard on things, when I go grocery shopping I try to get my guy's favorite breakfast cereal,or when I do laundry I do his, or I will clean and detail his vehicle. I don't know, that is just me, maybe I spend the rest of my life alone. I find slender to athletic men who are around eye level the most attractive. I love a guy who smiles to be inviting, I love a guy who has strong arms and chest, I just melt when he hugs me tightly. I am a bottom,so for compatibility I prefer a top. I am not materialistic, could care less about how much money someone makes, what they drive, what clothes they wear, how big the house is they live in, what they do for a living. I just want a simple guy that wants to stick around for a while. I currently live in Roanoke Virginia, but I want to relocate, I just need a new perspective on life. I want a man who will talk to me, about his desires, dreams, whatever it is that is currently occupying his thoughts. I'm not the type to have a good ole fashioned cry session, but I am someone who is empathetic to others. Too many times I have met other guys who want perfection,yet they lack it for themselves. I'm like everyone else, I have been damaged, I have been through things that altered my mentality and I am working on trying to fix that ( If I meet a guy and we hit it off, and we start talking about being together,then I will tell him all of my baggage). I like to think of myself as being accepting of someone's past,to a certain extent,( if you are being watched by the CIA, that might be a weird) . I'm not sure if I consider myself the marriage type, I never made it that far with a guy, basically I don't get any further than talking on the phone, and apparently I am bad at reading signs that indicate that he is not interested in me. I'm the type to spit out the truth, and not really care about the affect it has. I'm just not interested in deception. I do believe that the guy that I am with, should be treated differently than anyone else, he's the guy that I share my secrets with, and make love to at night, I think he's in a category to himself. So I try to be honest and more compassionate to him when we have a disagreement. I have been told that I am weird and I am hard to understand. Maybe, but to me I am just being me, and I try to understand what that means. I don't meet someone today and call it love, get married tomorrow, move in on Friday, get divorced on Saturday, move out on Sunday, and start all over on Monday. I am the type that if I meet a guy, and I am just compelled by him, I want to talk to him as much as possible, eventually spend time with him, and maybe even live together. So this is me, I am not a complete basket case, if anyone is interested, I would love to hear from you.

Sign

Virgo

My Body Type Is

Average

My Height Is

5' 11 (1.8 m)

My Ethnicity Is

Caucasian